Question: People
often say that I am a good Muslim who is pious and is always helping around.
Though in reality I feel proud of such comments, I am not easy at heart.
It is because I often do sins from which I stop others. Most of all is
expressing anger and shouting at my mother. I ask people to be very respectful
to their mothers, but every third day I have a quarrel with my mother.
Later I feel very guilty and apologize for my misbehavior. But the cycle
goes on. I feel like a hypocrite and feel like stopping preaching because
I am no good myself. Please advise.
Answer: Committing
a sin does not mean that one should stop preaching. Sins such as you have
mentioned are committed out of a sudden rush of blood and which ultimately
make a person feel ashamed are human weaknesses. Of course one should try
to overcome them but they must not discourage you from spreading virtue
even if it is to be by mouth. We should remember that one of the greatest
weapons of Satan is that he tries to induce frustration in a person and
makes him feel that there is no use preaching what you cannot practice.
A person should keep praying to the Almighty to grant him the courage to
fight evil but should never be over come with frustration whenever he is
overcome by evil. Of course, the more he is able to overcome evil, the
more affective would his preaching become.
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